Sometimes I want to...!

Sometimes I want to fly
fly above skies
sometimes I want to jump
jump above heights

sometimes I want to cry
cry my heart out
sometimes i want to shout
shout everything that comes in my mouth

sometimes i want to walk
walk for miles alone
sometimes i want to run
run away from the world around

sometimes i want to fight
fight for everything that is right
sometimes i want to work
work hard to make my future bright

every thought above comes only sometimes
there is one thing that never leaves my mind
that is to
sleeep for days and nights.

which face shall I wear today ?

Sitting in the balcony
Looking at the night sky
I began to wonder
Who am I to this world.

Many voices filled my mind
Fighting to define my type
sat for hours and could not decide
Am I truth or a lie .

A girl with 2 eyes 2 ears and a nose
As simple as it echoes
Confident, self dependent soul
Ready to play any given role.

I have one mind one soul one heart
but many faces which you cant part
look at me and try to guess
 which face I am wearing to impress.


Many say I have a cute face
many believe I can win any race
many say I am strong and wise
however they fail to see devil in my eyes.


In the morning when I wake up
looking into the mirror ,question shoots up
its the beginning of the day
so which face shall I wear today ?

Long time....#random thoughts

Long time that I have been thinking
would do soon something
Different, new, bigger are the terms
I use to describe that thing.

Long time that I have been sitting on the same stair
to myself daily I dare
climb up the ladder and breeze to victory
before world marks the end of your story.

P.S. I was not feeling sleepy , so thought of writing. This came out.
Read at your own risk.

I wish I could ...

A month at home
and your working mind is totally gone
you find hard to resume work
coz at home your mind is still stuck

from breakfast with family to late nights chats with siblings
everything you miss
when you have to work in Infosys
miles away from home here I try to work
and suddenly I got this mental jerk

I wish I could reverse the time
bring back my childhood and sing those rhymes
school days fun and and play those silly games
I wis I could bring back those days

Typical me , yes I accept this !

Days are tough or I am weak
failing to understand this I quit
leaving this to the time to come
releasing my head of this burden

torn between talking to one person one minute
and ignoring him/her the next
confused by the ambivalence of my feelings
I sit to write this text

sitting alone and thinking helps
as you move towards greater depths
but overanalyzing a situation results in nothing
and you are left only with your thinking

like every 'why' does not have a reason
every problem has no resolution
leave few things to the God
live your life in full mode :)


P.S. this is not related to any person living , this is only me :P
Typical me !!

Those feelings .....

Few things come from within
you cant force them and bring
love respect care or any random feeling you show
they come and go with the flow

same situation same person same Joke
I may laugh hard or may not rven giggle
its not the joke that's making me do this
It's the feel good factor doing its miracle.

you feel and you show
but believe me, sometimes comes in between your big fat ego
neither source nor sink this ego has
all it has is the negative impacts

please dont let this come in your life
few call this ego, but I call this faltu ka style
no matter what always smile
enough of stupid writing, I ll take a break for a while.

My definition of so called LOVE

As they say love is blind
I refuse to accept and I deny
not only blind,  its deaf and dumb
when you fall in to it, you become numb
Numb to your feelings ( read : self respect)
and world around you
and you make a jerk out of you.

its not that I m against love
its just that I dont understand the transition that occurs
a day before your family n friends were everything for you
and a day after that guy becomes whole world to you.

you cry for him you ready to die for him
and u leave behind ur family n kin
wake up n see there lies a whole world of happiness around you
that wont finish if he is not with you.

love is pure and a sacred feeling
dont mix with the obsession to be with him
love is what your parents have for you
its what makes you sacrifice for the people who loves you.