Lying on the bed with a diary in her hand, she is smiling . She turns the page and suddenly has a sad expression on her face. She again turns the page and now she is smiling again.....cycle of her feelings and so her expressions goes on.....
What is there actually in her diary ? Is she mad or what ? Has she lost it ?
Naaaaa...neither she is mad nor she has lost it( her mind ,ofcourse :P) .
She is RELIVING her old days. She is swinging with her friends in the park .She is singing and dancing. She is sitting in the balcony and gazing at stars .Her vision is clear and mind is free.....
Knock Knock !!
She is LIVING her present . She has a diary in her hand and eyes on the wall in front of her. She is all confused about her life. She has fears in her mind.She is searching for satisfaction.She is searching goal of her life.
She wants to go back to her childhood. She wants to be HAPPY once again. She wants everything back.
But TIME ONCE GONE NEVER COME BACK.
And......
She is still turning the pages of her diary.
c is quite like he ........ c is a grown up gal with so many complexities around but her heart is still a gentle 1 and lies in those beautiful days where her smile and happiness were not fake and where broken dolls hurt more dan d broken dreams........ but deep inside c knows dat its gonna be fine sooner or later but the darkness of complexity is closing the ray of optimism for her ......... i wish to c her smile while watching d wall in front of her too ......... :) gudluk
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ReplyDeleteShe will be happy again...she will smile again....nd this gonna happen soon :))))
oops i guess she is feeling quite home sick .......... koi nahi party hard with ur buddies here :) aayushi ki party le le mood fresh ho jaega :)
ReplyDeletesahi kahaa anuj... bas monday ka intezaar hai....phir toh partyyyy:D
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