May 24, 2019

Went as a Daugher, Comeback as a Mother




When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child. 
~ Sophia Loren


So my last post was written back on 23 May, 2015 for my mother. Post was for a contest #MyFirstExpert held on Mother's Day to share our first experts, our moms.

Now, today exactly after 5 years on 23 May 2019, I am writing this post for my daughter and my mother.  Yes, you got it right, time flies, once a daughter is now a mother too 😊


I read somewhere that Mothers and daughters are closest when daughters become mothers. This seems so true. After becoming mother, I can relate to everything that I never cared about when I was only a daughter.

I never understood why my mom didn't eat her food till we kids ate, why she was always the last one to eat in family. Even on her fasting days, she never ate first, she made sure we ate before her, though little early then our usual timings 😜

She was the first one to get up in morning ( still is ) and last one to sleep.
She was always on her toes looking after everything at home and outside.

She is the Best Manager I have seen in my life. 

Now that I am a mother myself, I feel I am having a part of her in me. 

It’s a special bond that spans the years. Through laughter, worry, smiles and tears. A sense of trust that can’t be broken, a depth of love sometimes unspoken. Mother and daughter, their hearts as one - a link that can never be undone.


Waiting to hear out from other mommies/would be mommies, daughters, sons/fathers off course ( if they have any 🙊🙊) their thoughts ....

May 23, 2015

My Mommy, #MYFIRSTEXPERT




Every moment of my life
she was always there by my side
I disrespect her sometimes, I agree
still she is there to guide me right
my cooling agent to ease my agony.

Were it not for her
I'd have never made it through my life
Oops, I would not even have this life
She first gave me this life, then  lessons of the life
she is my teacher, my guiding light.



A blog post dedicated to my Mother
how can I summarize my life in just few words
She is my world, my angel
guiding soul, my pain killer

She is my #MyFirstExpert


 


May 17, 2015

Love for Mehendi :)





 I love it when I put mehendi
 I get all the rights to be finicky
 My husband is there at my duty
 he takes my wishes as his commands
 as I make more of stupid demands
 my love for him grows beyond eternity.


Apr 26, 2015

Post tough to comprehend



Sometime you sit and wonder
you have lot to conquer
your thoughts, your dreams,your aspirations
lying somewhere deep down under

But are you ready to take a step further...?


It can be easy, it can be tough
its the way you look
a bed of roses, or handful of thorns
depends on how you want to move on

But are you ready to fight on.. ?


I want to grow, I want to live
I want to fly , I want to swim
I want to sing, I want to dance
I want to love, I want to laugh.


I want to cry, I want to shout
I want to eat, I want to drink
I want to write, I want to read
I want to stop, I want to sit.

But are you ready to be what I am .. ?



P.S. If you are able to take some meaning from this post, please post your views.









Jul 1, 2014

Perfection of the imperfect relationship !



Fair skin, beautiful eyes, angel face
like your ideal woman she should always behave
fusion of perfect bahu and wife she should be
no matter how is her would-be.


everyone is looking for that perfect soul
romantic ,mature, understanding and many more
in this search he is so lost
sometimes even resulting in his weight loss


Noone is perfect in this world,
neither the one you will get married to
nor the one she is getting married to
then where is everyone running to


Let your partners be the way they are
dont change them to reflect the ideal way
look into the mirror, smile and embrace your relation
enjoying the perfection of this imperfection



Jun 24, 2014

Transition !

     

        what am i doing with my life
        staring laptop screen and paining eyes
        non stop net surfing i have been doing
but whats that i m looking


day by day i m growing more                                
soon my size clothes i wont find in store
day by day i m becoming lazier
soon my name will become its Synonym


my life wasn't so rocking before
spending my days doing home chores
from managing the home to cooking food
infact, a lot more than this i really do


this transition i have been making
from aspiring techie
to a soon-to-be perfect house lady
most of the times leave me pondering


Soon if I dont get a job
i will kill my blog
writing such stupids posts will continue
till there comes something brand new :P


Aug 2, 2013

Sometimes I want to...!



Sometimes I want to fly
fly above skies
sometimes I want to jump
jump above heights

sometimes I want to cry
cry my heart out
sometimes i want to shout
shout everything that comes in my mouth

sometimes i want to walk
walk for miles alone
sometimes i want to run
run away from the world around

sometimes i want to fight
fight for everything that is right
sometimes i want to work
work hard to make my future bright

every thought above comes only sometimes
there is one thing that never leaves my mind
that is to
sleeep for days and nights.



Jul 19, 2013

which face shall I wear today ?


Sitting in the balcony
Looking at the night sky
I began to wonder
Who am I to this world.

Many voices filled my mind
Fighting to define my type
sat for hours and could not decide
Am I truth or a lie .

A girl with 2 eyes 2 ears and a nose
As simple as it echoes
Confident, self dependent soul
Ready to play any given role.

I have one mind one soul one heart
but many faces which you cant part
look at me and try to guess
 which face I am wearing to impress.


Many say I have a cute face
many believe I can win any race
many say I am strong and wise
however they fail to see devil in my eyes.


In the morning when I wake up
looking into the mirror ,question shoots up
its the beginning of the day
so which face shall I wear today ?

Jul 13, 2013

Long time....#random thoughts

Long time that I have been thinking
would do soon something
Different, new, bigger are the terms
I use to describe that thing.

Long time that I have been sitting on the same stair
to myself daily I dare
climb up the ladder and breeze to victory
before world marks the end of your story.

P.S. I was not feeling sleepy , so thought of writing. This came out.
Read at your own risk.




Jun 21, 2013

I wish I could ...


A month at home
and your working mind is totally gone
you find hard to resume work
coz at home your mind is still stuck

from breakfast with family to late nights chats with siblings
everything you miss
when you have to work in Infosys
miles away from home here I try to work
and suddenly I got this mental jerk

I wish I could reverse the time
bring back my childhood and sing those rhymes
school days fun and and play those silly games
I wis I could bring back those days


May 21, 2013

Typical me , yes I accept this !

Days are tough or I am weak
failing to understand this I quit
leaving this to the time to come
releasing my head of this burden

torn between talking to one person one minute
and ignoring him/her the next
confused by the ambivalence of my feelings
I sit to write this text

sitting alone and thinking helps
as you move towards greater depths
but overanalyzing a situation results in nothing
and you are left only with your thinking

like every 'why' does not have a reason
every problem has no resolution
leave few things to the God
live your life in full mode :)


P.S. this is not related to any person living , this is only me :P
Typical me !!

May 19, 2013

Those feelings .....

Few things come from within
you cant force them and bring
love respect care or any random feeling you show
they come and go with the flow

same situation same person same Joke
I may laugh hard or may not rven giggle
its not the joke that's making me do this
It's the feel good factor doing its miracle.

you feel and you show
but believe me, sometimes comes in between your big fat ego
neither source nor sink this ego has
all it has is the negative impacts

please dont let this come in your life
few call this ego, but I call this faltu ka style
no matter what always smile
enough of stupid writing, I ll take a break for a while.

Apr 13, 2013

My definition of so called LOVE





As they say love is blind
I refuse to accept and I deny
not only blind,  its deaf and dumb
when you fall in to it, you become numb
Numb to your feelings ( read : self respect)
and world around you
and you make a jerk out of you.

its not that I m against love
its just that I dont understand the transition that occurs
a day before your family n friends were everything for you
and a day after that guy becomes whole world to you.

you cry for him you ready to die for him
and u leave behind ur family n kin
wake up n see there lies a whole world of happiness around you
that wont finish if he is not with you.

love is pure and a sacred feeling
dont mix with the obsession to be with him
love is what your parents have for you
its what makes you sacrifice for the people who loves you.





May 25, 2012

A post dedicated to Ankit Seth


Were it not for him , I’d probably  have never made it through my first month in AFO . He is a gem of a person. He can turn the most boring office hours  into hours  spent  in suppressing  uncontrollable laughter  with his  ZEHER  and  proudly carries the title of  ‘Mr.  Zeher of HMO’ . His sense of humor , his deadly PJs , his ambitious and  incredibly compassionate nature are few qualities one may  find hard to resist . Out of modesty ,  he always tries to downplay his genius at work .

Could only get  this much about you, this is to say that ....
You will be missed...
Wish you luck for  future ….
May God shower  his choicest blessings upon you...
HAPPY NEW BEGINNING   :)

May 21, 2012

Good Nite times #1


Meine dekha hai ek sapna
 hill station par ho ek ghar mera apna
na ho office ki strict timings, na ho kisi ko report karne ki pabandi
ho toh sirf mein aur meri jindgi ..mein aur meri jindgi…..

lagta hai dar is sapne ke toot jane ka
kyunki  asaan nahi hai is manjil ka rasta
kehte hai log namunkin  kuch nahi
par woh kya jane ki  Infosys itni salary deti nahi :p

kaise hoga mera pura ye sapna
aaj meine socha toh dimaag mera sarka
karke hai kuch dikhana ye meine  thana
lekin iske liye toh padega mujhe jana………

Good Night :)
P.S. I am feeling sleepy…random thoughts …don’t mind ..coz even I didn’t use it while writing this post  :p









May 20, 2012

Welcome back


Heya, this is a welcome post  to ME by ME.

I have so much to write ….so much to say…so much to be happy…and so much to be sad …

So when it will come to venting  all that I have inside,  I will start with not so happy times to happy times….. things I am dying to forget to the things I want to remember  forever …..things that make me cry to the things that make me all smiles ……

Guess I have gone nuts  ( groundnuts,I love ‘em :p) …

Welcome back,  blogger  :)

Happy blogging !


Apr 22, 2011

NO idea what the title is !


After so long my fingers pressing keys of lappy keyboard
To make a plot of What’s on my mind ,to check if I am bored   
Guess what it senses there seeing which I was shocked
It said Dear , NO MIND there.

Now what to do I am  trying to think
All in shock, damn I can’t think too
Suddenly comes  Mango Shake  in my mind
Bus kyaa, I call my friends and go to drink.

 Tataaaaaaa .....
                     

Feb 23, 2011

Move on and on :)

They say life is  not a bed of roses                                                 
But I say life is not full of thorns
They say life is not that easy
But I say life is not that tough
No matter what the circumstances become
I will move on and on and on J

Feb 21, 2011

ME


Rusted brain , No aim
Unfulfilled desire, No fire
Zero attempts, No results
Lot of work but still free
This is new ME.

Where the spark  gone  no one knows
In search of her she roams
So engrossed in stupid things she finds herself
But one day for sure she gonna hoist her flag .


Feb 20, 2011

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