I wish I could ...

A month at home
and your working mind is totally gone
you find hard to resume work
coz at home your mind is still stuck

from breakfast with family to late nights chats with siblings
everything you miss
when you have to work in Infosys
miles away from home here I try to work
and suddenly I got this mental jerk

I wish I could reverse the time
bring back my childhood and sing those rhymes
school days fun and and play those silly games
I wis I could bring back those days

Typical me , yes I accept this !

Days are tough or I am weak
failing to understand this I quit
leaving this to the time to come
releasing my head of this burden

torn between talking to one person one minute
and ignoring him/her the next
confused by the ambivalence of my feelings
I sit to write this text

sitting alone and thinking helps
as you move towards greater depths
but overanalyzing a situation results in nothing
and you are left only with your thinking

like every 'why' does not have a reason
every problem has no resolution
leave few things to the God
live your life in full mode :)


P.S. this is not related to any person living , this is only me :P
Typical me !!

Those feelings .....

Few things come from within
you cant force them and bring
love respect care or any random feeling you show
they come and go with the flow

same situation same person same Joke
I may laugh hard or may not rven giggle
its not the joke that's making me do this
It's the feel good factor doing its miracle.

you feel and you show
but believe me, sometimes comes in between your big fat ego
neither source nor sink this ego has
all it has is the negative impacts

please dont let this come in your life
few call this ego, but I call this faltu ka style
no matter what always smile
enough of stupid writing, I ll take a break for a while.

My definition of so called LOVE

As they say love is blind
I refuse to accept and I deny
not only blind,  its deaf and dumb
when you fall in to it, you become numb
Numb to your feelings ( read : self respect)
and world around you
and you make a jerk out of you.

its not that I m against love
its just that I dont understand the transition that occurs
a day before your family n friends were everything for you
and a day after that guy becomes whole world to you.

you cry for him you ready to die for him
and u leave behind ur family n kin
wake up n see there lies a whole world of happiness around you
that wont finish if he is not with you.

love is pure and a sacred feeling
dont mix with the obsession to be with him
love is what your parents have for you
its what makes you sacrifice for the people who loves you.

A post dedicated to Ankit Seth

Were it not for him , I’d probably  have never made it through my first month in AFO . He is a gem of a person. He can turn the most boring office hours  into hours  spent  in suppressing  uncontrollable laughter  with his  ZEHER  and  proudly carries the title of  ‘Mr.  Zeher of HMO’ . His sense of humor , his deadly PJs , his ambitious and  incredibly compassionate nature are few qualities one may  find hard to resist . Out of modesty ,  he always tries to downplay his genius at work .

Could only get  this much about you, this is to say that ....

You will be missed...

Wish you luck for  future ….

May God shower  his choicest blessings upon you...

HAPPY NEW BEGINNING   :)

Good Nite times #1

Meine dekha hai ek sapna

 hill station par ho ek ghar mera apna

na ho office ki strict timings, na ho kisi ko report karne ki pabandi

ho toh sirf mein aur meri jindgi ..mein aur meri jindgi…..

lagta hai dar is sapne ke toot jane ka

kyunki  asaan nahi hai is manjil ka rasta

kehte hai log namunkin  kuch nahi

par woh kya jane ki  Infosys itni salary deti nahi :p

kaise hoga mera pura ye sapna

aaj meine socha toh dimaag mera sarka

karke hai kuch dikhana ye meine  thana

lekin iske liye toh padega mujhe jana………

Good Night :)

P.S. I am feeling sleepy…random thoughts …don’t mind ..coz even I didn’t use it while writing this post  :p

Welcome back

Heya, this is a welcome post  to ME by ME.

I have so much to write ….so much to say…so much to be happy…and so much to be sad …

So when it will come to venting  all that I have inside,  I will start with not so happy times to happy times….. things I am dying to forget to the things I want to remember  forever …..things that make me cry to the things that make me all smiles ……

Guess I have gone nuts  ( groundnuts,I love ‘em :p) …

Welcome back,  blogger  :)

Happy blogging !